Did not heed to the inner voices
It took over me, let it subserviently
Love and trouble, company of vices
I'll watch it crumble, simultaneously

Let it hit me, strike me real hard
Welcoming what I beseeching
Blindfold the eyes of my ward
Drowns deep, numbs my hurting

To close my eyes, like literally
A waste of the precious moment
I'm fine just to see you beside me
Though you're not, don't comment

Tomorrow, thought would be hell
With no confidence, it'll suck me dry
Yet in reality, ashamed, I couldn't tell
Her absence is fine, no pain to cry

In a state of shock, in confusion
Another woman arrived, known
After what went on, its every lesson
Is what I'll slowly exploit, let shown


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