She was my first love,
I knew later that she loved someone before,
But her magical connection with me made me feel that her past is not related to her anymore,
Talked for hours every day and night,
I had no idea that for her I was just a clown every day and night,
Songs, poems, snaps and don't know how many things we did,
May be for you I was nothing more than a stupid kid,
She planned her whole life with me,
I thought now she loves only me and want to be with me,
Also gave me multiple signs that I was her burning desire,
Little did I know that one day she'll put me and my love on fire.

She was my first love,
I knew later that she loved someone before,
Still, I was willing to accept her as my present and for her go into an any world war,
I said goodbye to her once,
She started crying and requested please come back,
I talked to her again,
Cuz I couldn't see her sad,
Lo and behold, outta nowhere she revealed that she never loved me ever in her life,
Every planning, every night, our unfinished story and everything she did just for fun, and in reality she never wanted to be my wife,
I had a soft place for her when I was thinking she can't marry me as her parents won't allow and she respects them,
But what really made my heart bleed that from begin with she herself never wanted me to be in hers fam.

Yes, she was my first love but I didn't know that she still loves her past,
I guess in her life movie I was not the main cast,
People are right hurt people always hurt people,
I was trying to heal her when she didn't want to be healed,
I was trying to be with her when she didn't want to be with me,
Don't have any complaint and don't have any regret,
Thanks evil for teaching me a lesson and I wish we had never met,
Don't know why a part of me still misses you, still wants to talk to you,
But now I'll cherish you only in my heart and will never type any message for you,
Now even if you come back, apologize and request please love me,
I'm sorry, I'll rather die than let you ever come close to me.
© Depender