Will my knowings ever find a ground to settle,
Will my thoughts ever get a floor to stand,
Or they will just be hollering through my body and made me feel sick even when I am completely moving well, will they ?
I have no acknowledgement of my well being , however , I wonder if I will ever let my body speak and mind rest,
All the thoughts , all the manipulations I have observed, are they going to remain inside me along with that heavy shallow I took angrily,
I was never a jolly person, but what made me shallow my gut and move along with moving days?,
I should have reacted at the moment, should have protested, pleaded, too bad I didn't and too worse I can't anymore,
They will act like victim , and I will just be witnessing through my dead eyes and counting my days to leave, I will never feel liberate, even though I have being liberated every single day,
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