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Some days
Some days i feel like I'm dying.
Some days i breath my anger.

You break my bones into a million pieces.
Brick by brick i carry your weight.

May i cry in complete silence.
I don't wanna hear your voice.

when i lay awake late at night,
your gone.
when i try to fall asleep your already dreaming.

I can't help but worry.
Despite how you make me feel.

Those nights i stay up waiting for you.
I hear the door at 3 am.
I pretend that i don't notice.
Because when i do you think I'm crazy.
You don't seem to feel my pain.

All i hear is empty apologies,but
one day i won't be here.
Can't you see I'm in agony waiting for you to be here.

I stay awake at night and cry myself to sleep.
Even when you notice i still feel you dissappear.

Some days i try to tell you but you don't seem to hear.
some days i hate myself for always forgiving your words.


© helana