I blame myself
For not thinking before talking
I see why I need to think first
The pain and betrayal I have caused upon myself
Will I forgive myself
Such an opportunity can only come once
It maybe cheeky for some but not for me
It happened before and it happened again
How can I make this up to myself
He would've been worth the trouble
Or can the other be worth it
Sigh I guess I will never know
Even though I am so eager to feel such lust and infatuation
Can I ever be the same