I've never been good at expressing my emotion
I don't know why that is but I live my life out of caution

cautiously creating catastrophic ideas to avoid them repeating themselves
Not realising that this is the way we make ourselves slaves

I lock myself up from the rest of the world hopping that it's safer
the sad truth is that it's not safer on the inside because I cannot save her from me and that's Soo sad

I wanna be open to those I love coz they deserve better
But what if this time the impact is greater than before,what if like in the past they use my opening up against me,I can't have that you see

That's why I hide myself,I hide how I feel,so that no one can steal the little happiness I have found in solitude....

© VicSpadeMagic