I DIED BEFORE NOW

When you break down the walls
and find my body scattered on the floor,
shed no tears for I did that for months
with no one to comfort me.

As each days horrifically creept away,
a part of my soul did the same
and over time, it became ritual
till I ran out of the will to keep the fight.

Life came at me fast, I had huge expectations;
Of life, of love
Of 'ships' that doesn't sail...