You felt like heaven on earth at first.
You were all sweet.
You looked so innocent like you wouldn’t ever hurt a fly.
And that’s where you fooled me.
I guess looks really can be deceiving.
People can have you so damn fooled so easily.
You once felt like heaven on earth.
But you showed me that you were really something like the devil.
Although you have nothing on hell.
You sure did give me a taste of what it would feel like to suffer rotting for eternity in hell.
The pain was that deep.
The pain was that sharp.
The pain was that miserable.
Loving you was once a beautiful thing.
Until loving you became so miserable.
A very miserable thing.

I just could no longer look at you the same.
After so much has happened all I could see and hear was you calling me a bitch.
All I could see was my puffy red and swollen eyes.
All I could see was the times you made me cry.
You weren’t all bad though,
And you had a charm like no other.
I obviously loved you for a reason.
You obviously caught my eye for a reason.
It’s sad that now I have to go on with my life without you.
2 years you say “2 years down the drain”.
I say 2 years gone away.
Except it never really left.
I still think of our memories.

I kept the teddy bear you gave me.
I kept the cards you got me.
I kept the earrings you bought me from rome.
I even kept the love for you in my heart even though we didn’t last.
I still think of what we once had.
The good and the bad.
I know what we had wasn’t the best but at one point it sure did feel like the best before we got caught up into so much toxic mess.

I’m sorry I couldn’t get past you calling me a bitch.
Or you saying you was in love with one of my best friends.
Or you asking out...