I always run away
In these moments in which I find crisis
I always run away
To my vices

These vices I run to
They hold nothing
They promise happiness for the time
But as the morning shows
I feel the same as the night before

The times I’m alone
Alone with the thoughts in my mind
The voices that echo down the halls
The voices that tell me

They tell me I’m not worth it
That I’m not wanted
That I’m alone
That no matter how hard I try
I will never amount to a thing

These voices echo
And my vices mellow
They silence the voice
But only for the night

For men don’t weep
It’s looked down upon
We have to stay strong
But as the night sets in
We remember it all

We remember the hurt
We remember the pain
The nights we fought in vein
So I run to my vices to ease my pain
© AdendeanG