I can feel the pain you suffer ,

But have you ever noticed my hidden scars ??

I woke up every night,

And just stare at the moon light.

My heart aches...

I remain numb...

I remain unspoken..

Days passes....

Nights passes..

Months passes...

Years passes....

Each and every hour...

Every single minute...

And second..

Just passes away...

Like nothing has ever happened.

But deep down in my memory lane,

The incident just remind me...

' The more you love a person the more you get ignored .......'

That day every object that surrounds me..

My pillow , my room , my books , my accessories, the tree outside, the dark sky glimmering with stars , the road..

Heard me screaming and than a silence brood all over that notorious night ...

That day I realize the inanimate objects surrounds me are more lively than human beings..

My pillow engrossed my tears and consoled ..

'You have to accept your existence and move on , no one would change for you , but you have to change for yourself'

My room tremble and said..

'First try to find yourself, ur private space where u just can feel your existence '

The tree joggle ...

' Be strong and resistant to a extent so that no one can swayed you by fake love and emotion ', ' standstill so no one can broke you how harder they try' ....

The sky gave a smile with tenderness ...

' Be as infinite as me that you wouldn't have to search for love and happiness ...

It will reside inside and outside you..'

They all are with me still today and whenever I sat lonely ..

I feel them ,

Yes they are with me

And they will be always...

They can hear my silly soul ,

Feel my stupid emotion,

And my childish love ...

I love them...

And they love me more.....
© Sujata