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Hidden love
I like him, not entirely true
The correct worda should be I love him
But he doesn't know it
He suspects maybe but I have never said those words
Saying them will make it seem official
I found love in him when I didn't know it could be possible
I am afraid of what will happen when our relationship comes to light
How the society will judge us
Especially our own families
But one thing I know is us separating will be a big blow to me
A heartbreak that I might never heal from
Imagining him with someone else will break me
But despite that
I am happy with how we are
Though I can't show him off as mine
Knowing he is mine gives me a sense of happiness
I am giving us time
To enjoy ourselves and not stress over the future
Whatever happens happens

© Vivianne