Im praying for auspicious days,
To finally celebrate the destruction
of all that what once was,
And the beginning of a new life...
Yet I waver in uncertainity.
How to leave the past behind,
how to let go of those things
that once hurt me,
Caused soo much pain.
For there is never any guarantee
to not feel that way again.
Each fearful step foward
makes me almost run
back to safety of what I know,
Somehow comfortable in chaos.
The carryover of my childhood
never hides, Instead there to show
All my many weaknesses,
My each and ever scar.
Am I trapped, Forever meant to be
lost in a maze of my mistakes
Sorting wrong from right.
Where do I draw the strength
to once again be able to believe
that things can change,
And the broken can be fixed....

🦋 Michele Christine Martin 🦋




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