Drinking sorrow with my left hand rubbing off my tears;
Unable to breathe fully, mind in distress;
Hopeless wait for you to return,
Now in chains, with pain strangling me entirely; I know you won't be reborn.
Thought I'd have a day more to say my final words,
I felt pierced with the sword, every day I prayed for you to stay in this world;
Nothing great, nothing good, I feel paralyzed; I can't lift a foot forward.
You assured me that you'd not say goodbye;
Yes, you didn't, you just closed your eyes;
So you lied with sweet words of assurance. I wish I could pay the insurance, just so that I can hold your hands.

Why can't I go with you? I keep asking myself daily. I just wish the sky could allow you to mail me.
Even though you weren't counted as the best,
For me; I prefer you to the rest.

Why!? Why all this pain? Why leave me plain? With no purpose; no clear path; I am driving insane. Come back and say goodbye! Come and wipe my cry! Come and tell me why! Come and be by my side, once again. Come and be that place my secrets are safe. Come and let's run this life race. Come back and be the full kit.

I just wish I can hold your hands once again, and tell you everything I had wanted to say with no hold. I wish I had another way to say goodbye, and be bold to say how much you've been more than gold.
I know you are watching me wherever you are now, I just want to say I will miss you ever when friends crowd. But I'll keep the promise I made, I promise not to cry too much...I'll be strong; even when things go wrong, 'cause that's just what you'd want me to do.






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