I have changed, even I noticed,
guilt used to make me a "yes please" person, an "I'll try and do it for you" person "oh please Allah don't let me loose faces Infront of them" person, "don't worry it's nothing" person.
i am not much of that anymore, I ask questions like "why not?," this days, i create space for "let them hear me out " , I open doors for you to leave, and make choices, smile more, I keep promises bearing in mind that nothing should be forced, nothing except my self on the things I want, not people, not moment, not roles i seek for myself,
you asked if I am possessed because you didn't know me like this before,yes I have been possessed, I took time to reflect, tried my best not to kill myself, I make seconds for love, create eternity for companionship that milk me of both...