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Racing thoughts...
It's been months since you last made an effort to see me.
It's been weeks since you made an effort to text me.
You said it's because you were overloaded with work.
But there is 24/ hours within a day.
I just am no longer a priority to you.
It makes me question myself.
Like am I even enough ?
Was it my fault that we stopped talking ?
I literally cry everytime I see a cute couple. ..
Or hear a song that reminds me of you.
And my least favourite is when you view my posts... without a comment.
I just feel like you threw me away.
As though ...you threw away our good times ...
As well as our memories ...
I...I just feel so replaced.
And sad about the fake hope that you gave me .
I'm just honestly so sick of failed relationships.
Why do I always put myself in these toxic situations?
My self-love has clearly faded away...
And as a result you're on my mind everyday...
I fooled myself into thinking you would stay.
Please set me free from this karmic energy....
Because my heart can only handle so much pain...