A broken heart.
A missing piece.
This is what I felt,
to say the least.
When my esa passed away,
and my best friend moved away,
I felt like I wanted,
to run away.
Overcoming my sadness,
ignoring my fears.
Not trusting anyone
not even my peers.
I hid my tears
and put on a mask.
Everyone thought I was smiling
and having a blast,
but that wasn't true.
I felt insanely blue.
Without my esa Boo,
I wanted to die too.
But I didn't.
I have a duty in this world,
and I won't throw that away.
Now I have another,
a best friend and esa,
but no one could beat,
the one's who used to save my days.