Outside I can hear the rain pouring down!
Didn’t think that it would make frown!
Begging the rain to take me with it and let me drown!

I’ve fallen deeper into that dark abyss!
How I feel it’s always hit or miss!
Haven’t ever had that feeling of bliss!

Don’t know why I’m always feeling like this!
My feelings they always dismiss!
Have I been touched by that of a poisonous kiss?

I can fake a smile with the best of them!
My thoughts will they condemn?
Not a special person I’m no hidden gem!

I hate myself for each and every mistake I’ve made!
I’m not some game to be played!
Yes my life for someone else I would trade!

Many times my life I’ve thought of ending with a sharp blade!
Makes me wonder if there’s any reasons why I’ve somehow stayed?
Maybe my life’s end is just being delayed!
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