the time has come, I've cut the cord.
really has hit and the end caught up.

the chains that bind still hurt my heart
but the blind fold I had on, has been torn apart.

I don't belive in us, I dont belive in you.
there is no rainbow, just a deep blue.

I loved and i lost and I found the truth.
my days and nights waisted along with my youth.

although I still feel juvenil, my pain is mature.
My emotions an ailment and so far I can't find the cure.

I have to belive that if I keep going, I can heal.
but the longer I fight, the more I question what's real.

my thoughts, my emotions, my body fight to protect me. but the wires were crossed and instead, they tried to kill me.

but if i give in, then it's the end.
so every day I try to Mend.

some days are fine, others are dark.
and I know...