I've begun to think over
What Paul said 'bout the calling
Of course, I'm still imitating and meditating
The hard walk can't wait any longer
Got no choice other than moving forward
May day by day getting better and closer
Forsaking hopelessness to hopefulness
How long have I been gone?

In many ways, to you whom I've been disappointing
Listen I can't explain it to make you understand,
Unless you don't hear what I say
And rather listen what you prefer
Applied both ways so no more force it either way
To say that we're both torn apart
Maybe indeed we are
Have we tried our ways?
Yeah, what seems to make sense though fails
Is there something else I can do?
I'm afraid I can't do it for you
Whatever this is
If it's something I did bad in the past
I apologise to you to have known me
I apologise to make you feel me
I apologise to have wronged
Then called for you
One time I thought of you as someone significant,
While we haven't even gone to the basics yet

Don't rush me to choose right away
I'm not in the position to bet on hard-to-get romance
Or else, it's about to get sour
Might take another risk...