Why is there always a down for an up. Yea gravity exist but does the pull of gravity always force life to come down.

What if I wanna stay up. What if I want what's best? Can I have peace, or not cause the devil is always lurking.

Can I have genuine love or do I have to always substitute. I am so happy right now but I remember some happier times in my troublesome youth than being this crabby feeling adult.

Peer pressure, violence, sadness, when does it all end. I choose happiness. Can I really get that choice? Time is still passing me by, and I have alot to do with it, I just want to feel right in this wrong world. Is that too much for gravity 😕?
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