Hello stranger,
Today allow me apologise
For the many times have failed you
I don't know you and you don't know me,
But i feel it's right to say sorry

Dear stranger,
First i apologise for failing you
Failing to notice that your smile has always been fake
Failing to notice that your laughter has been nothing but life's loudest mockery

Dear stranger,
I apoligise for your loneliness,
For the days you have been locking yourself in that lonely room
Hiding from the world,hiding your scars,hiding your fears
I failed to notice you needed company which i could have offered

Dear stranger,
I'm sorry i failed to hold you tight,
Each time you take the blade,
And line with exactness,
Locate the wrists and cut them every night
Failing to hear your pleas when sobbing every lonely night

Dear stranger,
I apologise for your demons
The ones which keeps tormenting you
The ones which makes you afraid of your own bedroom
The ones which keeps mocking you,
The ones which makes you hate yourself
I wish i could be next to you every night when they come

I wish i could meet your eyes,
And recognize you each and every time i look at myself inthe broken mirror
Like a sparrow,cramped in an eternal cage inept to wander at will
I'm sorry for failing to stop you from the self blames over mistakes which were done and can't be undone

©️mum's Dota
Bleeding heart ❣️
© mum's Dota