My sweet child, I lost you along your way to becoming who I thought could be a great man.

I'm so sorry, that it was you I have to say good bye to.
I know that you weren't taught how to become a man.
You did what you could with the little knowledge that you understood.

It's unfair that you lived a life full of despair.
Unable to understand your pain thinking life was supposed be this way because there was know one to show you something more than the pain that you'd ignore.

You always showed me love and care. I wish I could have done...