I seek for peace and silence amid a roaring crowd
I run to hide from voices so loud.
The silence is too loud for me when it's quiet.
I will lose my mind trying to seek peace in silence

I'm a paradox
I hibernate when voices rise
Yet I Celebrate when the crowd grows in size
The chase for peace becomes intense
The thirst for silence becomes immense

I am a paradox
I fail to seek permanent peace
As I run from permanent sanity
I am confused but still I rise as confusion increase
I thrive as I'm caught in between reality and Fantasy

I am a...