You see life isn't just about the hardships

It's what you do with it

With a person that treated me like shit

I helped make two gorgeous girls

My integrity isn't attached to you

You'll only show consideration to everything but the idea that I'm human too

Never claimed perfection

My character was dissected everytime any other person cared more than you cared to

Anytime anyone cared to express love that was only meant for you?

Imma keep this short an sweet

Longer pieces that made your actual traits evident

Unfortunately I'm stuck in your head with those memories you won't share nor resent

All the times you left me feeling spent

I'm crucified for the attention you could get

They won't love you how I did an it makes you upset

I'm responsible for the internal conflicts you haven't confronted yet?

I wish you the best

Sad, knowing you won't put enough effort to insure that's what you'd get

One day you'll learn, for our children's sake I hope so

I've no business making them hate you

It only depends how far you're willing to go

Cause if you don't change, they'll eventually know

You cared more about the people that hurt you in the past than you did curating an environment that was healthy a safe place for them to grow

Fortunately that's not too much to expect from me nor is it asking too much of me, for them there are no depths I won't go

I'd go to hell an back, just to hear "I love you, Daddy"

Showing love to match an surpass the purpose they gave me

When I initially began being there for them I felt overwhelmed by the stress

Yet, I'd never blame them

I'd never stifle their progress

Tell them you hated them

Never apologized for that

As if it's a mother's place to treat their children like trash

I don't use them against you, I don't listen when their so miserable they tell me I'm too soft on my children

If only they got love an consideration from a real woman

Instead of an ignorant bitch showing contempt for the attention I give to them

Do better

I will try to get full custody

Then you can show the same love your mother showed you an do whatever

I'll treat them better

When they disobey me, I won't tell them they hate me an that's not just because I'm clever

One thing you've yet to account for is the fact you cannot play mind games with someone that knows better

I'm better off without a lot of these women

They'd have a mental breakdown trying to see what I envision

Want praise for the fact they can't listen

Want praise for every point they were missing

You'll leave anyways

My girl's are the only ones responsible for my bad days

That's because I don't see much when they're not next to me

You deserve everything you get listening to any bitch that just wanted you to join her in her misery

You need better help, because you clearly couldn't see my worth let alone hurt enough to deserve me






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