His eyes are cloudy,
Did i say something wrong?
I just said he should stay,
But why does he look angry.

Shouldn't he be happy
I'm trying to stop him from leaving?
I tried to get a hold of him,
But he harshly pushed my shaking hands

I shouted,
I screamed breaking my throat
I don't care,
I have to prevent him from abandoning me again.

I felt my arms getting tied,
I hate this
I hate being so dull
The room is full of my cries.

Imperfectly balanced
I grabbed my hair
Started banging it on the wall
Blaming myself over and over

“Doctor, i need your immediate assistance, she's insane again”


© divina