My heaven is hell
My light is dark
My joy is sorrowful
My pleasure is pain
My safe heaven is dangerous
My happiness is sad
My laughter is tearful
My confidence is anxious
The best I could give is worse
My perfect is imperfect
My sacrifice is useless
When I want rain all I see is sun
When I want water all I see is sand
When I want hope I end up despair
All this made me lazy Yes I mean lazy
Lazy to face reality
Lazy to contest so I won't lose
Lazy to show you that I care
Lazy to tell you it been me all along
Lazy to be your safe haven
Because my haven is dangerous
Lazy to be your light
Because my light is dark
Lazy to tell you I love you
Because I don't want to be heartbroken
And too lazy to confront you
Now all I could do is be your shadow
All I could do is be your invincible pillar
And all I could do is love you
I mean love you from a distance
© Debbie💕♥️