I awake with the sun rising in its usual way except it feels different today since the warmth of your love has gone away.

Now colder a year older the weight of the world still on my shoulder
alone sad and somber I often wonder if there are times you sit and ponder what our love was supposed to have concured our promises of forever 15 years in

All the things we made it threw was said to make us stronger i was sure that we would never let eacother go that our love would endure and grow i remember thinking there was not enough time left for us to be together in this world

its hard to swallow the thought of our love being let go as if hollow or the woman that I loved so much. be this shallow ?

I cant for the life of me see why with this many people born to this world why has it been so hard to find that special girl

a man of romance and passion loves music and dancing thats just a small piece of my complexity born to fix anything can create special gifts from my heart with my bare hands using my artistic ability God gifted me.

Its know wonder im a carpenter like He
a General Contractor doing home remodeling

loving the way things fit and how to connect to it
sounds have shape a special form they take
when I say my heart brakes forever never to feel the shape of
( I love you to) whispered back from you

I feel as a waste there must be a God designed plan for this man i am yet to understand.

until then at days end ill look to the sunset glowing its radiant shade of color a reminder Amber was the color of your energy and the name of the woman I loved emencly



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