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letter to a friend
That something you want that something you need isn't something that can be found in me
Although alike we differ the same
I fight for sanity you claim fame to blame
I'm not the reason
Your fantasy must subside or all will he lost and I won't be broken when all things die
What you want you can never find.
For your fantasy remains In your mind not mine
Indeed one of a kind not all for the right reasons
But the love you wish to blossom isn't one of my four seasons
Your not a thought nor a care sometimes I worry your not all there
But your like me a ball of torment rolling through sorrow collecting nothing but the distance of despair
Although you may believe what you feel you know
My heart is not like my mind
It's something you'll never know
Until you come to finally believe me when I say there was never any love to show
To this upon you I unfortunately must sow that this love you desire is one that you will never know
You who you be took it upon yourself to watch me and my daughters die happily
I can still hear your laughter amongst the sea of hate and glee
The fact that you'd laugh as I died is the difference between you and me
I did not attack I maybe expressed a multitude of grief buy it wasn't out of heart break it was out of disbelief
True I never had a friend like you I wish it didn't end but my love for you died with your decision to bring upon its bitter end
Even now my opposition to your proposal is not what you dreamed but it is as heartless as it would seem.
It's not out of cruelty but more so that I am numb
The love for you is just like for anyone
It's general in nature
Just like to me You are someone in a sea of everyone that I love as much as Noone
You are not my special someone
Lay to rest your thoughts of k owing how I feel but this is not a movie this is real but still I hope one day you see how I felt is now how you feel
The curse is unappealing
But your deemed the condemned
Unless you are able to love yourself you'll never have someone be able to love you the way you wish to be loved again
Sincerely yours
Mr.Poe