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dreamer dreamer dreams
put my dreams on hold
when i was fighting for my life
took up more space then i have in my mind
so i focused on the now
the here
the punches
i fought and i still fight
and i survived
so now i have to find the goals and wishes
i stuffed away
in a hiding place
but i dont remember
where that place might be
cities and continents, oceans away
so i am left dreamless
and strong
and i hate that i chose stregth and gave up on the plans i had

i stayed with a life that is nothing more than routine

© infinite