FOR AWHILE NOW I HAVE STRUGGLED INSIDE
TO FIND AWAY TO ESCAPE WHAT I HAVE BECOME,
LOST IN A WORLD OF NIGHTMARES I CANT LEAVE BEHIND
THOUGH I TELL MYSELF IT'LL BE ALRIGHT TO LET IT GO,

I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF SEEKING TO FIND MY DISEASE
EACH AND EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY,
I MAKE SO MANY CALLS AND SEND TOO MANY TEXT
HOPING I'LL GET WHAT I NEED TO FEED THIS DEMON,

I LONG FOR THE MOMENT TO JUST BREATHE WITH EASE
AS I CLOSE MY EYES AND PRAY TO BREAK AWAY,
I FEEL IT AS SOON AS MY EYES OPEN TO VIEW
THE DAY THAT LAYS IN WAIT FOR ME,,,

I HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR YOU SEE
MY WIFE AND KIDS AND MY DREAMS TO BE,...