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mental health
At this rate there be nothing left to resuscitate I died at 18 but you Guys won't burry me until 73. I'm a zombie walking noding off and hardly talking I've got a guilty conscience but it's something I've learned to walk with. I'm told God is the only option to clear my conscience but i guess I'm not the type to stand at doors and keep knocking. I feel like taking a shower today or maybe I grab my 45 and paint the house today either way there's something stuck in my brain and lately I don't feel the same. last night I had dream I woke up and the house was clean and everyone inside was happy to see me my kids came up to greet me I picked them up and spun them around and as I went to set them down. I woke up to a trashed house and the pressure of 1000 pounds but who knows how it'll all play out. maybe one day I can touch more then the couch but unfortunately my life has flipped and ask me I really don't know why I'm like this shit. it's like I woke up from a 24 hr coma screaming. speaking a different language so you people look at me like I'm brainless and now I'm tasked to change this well this my brain were talking about so please be patient while I rearrange it.
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