I search but never find, tryna get in where i think i fit in but the spot gets smaller and I get bigger to fit. And the top gets higher the more that I climb.

I feel trapped I might lash out, and it's worse, better times seem further and beyond, I've seen days are the same, nights full of pain. I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me, I'm okay.

I gotta watch my back cross my path, especially with ill intent. If only you could see just how lonely and how cold I am, it hurts, but I never show, this pain you'll never know.

I got hate in my heart, love in my mind, got qualities that I'm not proud of, I've made promises that I walked out on, I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

I sometimes get afraid of having to face the wrath of an anxious me, I sometimes think I might be a lost cause of the way I read into what I've been through. Misplaced but I found a lot of resentment causes a mess when you let it get to the place of no confidence, struggle with it

I love you to death, but not enough to allow you to continue to drown the both of us, I'm not interested in giving you more of my life, I've already given you too much.

I've spent my whole life in your shadow scared of who I'd be if I said goodbye and I didn't have you here, but I think it's time to let go and say our goodbyes. I don't wanna leave, but that's what I need, I ain't got a choice

I can't just let you deceive and make me believe that I don't deserve to be loved. You're making me hate myself. I am not gonna stand aside and watch you attempt to rob and steal, sabotage that little faith I have left with.

I can't spend the rest of my life in this darkness, don't be a fool and try to convince me that I'm the real issue when you're the root to every problem.

Tell the truth, you know I'd be better without you. There's happiness on the horizon, I'm hopeful I can see the light, I've hesitated all my life. I don't wanna wait another day, I've waited long enough, I'm ready, I can see the sun it's coming up, you keep the sunshine and save me the rain.