Faded into the bleak stark, extremely dark part, all the way back in the lost of the mind, that is where cold memories you're liable to find. In there, that's where I'm haunted by, the very look, that one I saw when I looked in your eyes.

Behind the lies, where you kept secret, all the things you didn't want me to see, were so many things that never had to be. Amongst those, were some seeping out, so slowly, for me to see.

As they drew towards, the surface, more and more, and I looked into, I asked you, and you swore you'd been so true. Yet still, all that I saw showed you hadn't, and that said you never will. For lying now, lays out, exactly how, the way you want to stay, that was to be my forever, my always.

From the time we made a start, I did as I said, and treated you with love, from all my heart. I showered you with wishes, hugs, and always so many kisses. I told you all you asked, everything you wanted to know, all the while, my conscious remained clear, nothing hidden, no need to fear, nothing could come back to get, for my heart was yours, but you seemed never to want it.

So now, I sit and reach out, hoping to find a way, somehow from my mind, let you out. So your haunting, would no longer keep me wanting, feeling still, as though I need you, that feeling if I could kill, I wouldn't think twice. Id free myself, and forget all the lies, and the hurt, the tears I cried, and just leave them all, as they fall, no longer hearing my own voice call, or cry out for you, only to find I'm alone, here without you.
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