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I didn't want to cry
I didn't want to cry but she left again.
This time it was much painful than before. The last time she left, she came back and swore on her grave that she wouldn't try to leave anymore because she had nothing to gain.

My eyes shut open at the sound of the door shutting and instantly I knew she had gone.
Words could not explain how I felt. I simply sat up and stared into the darkness while biting back the tears that had engulfed my eyes. Why did I fell this way? I eventually got up and went into the washroom to rinse off my hands.

My hands were bloody and I couldn't risk it. The blood on my hands seemed to calm me down and slowly a smile formed on my lips. She swore that it was over her dead body that she would leave again. Last night she told me that she was fed up with me and now she's at the bottom of the lake close to her parents house. The wind had slammed my door shut and woke me up.. but I'm glad it did..

I didn't want to cry but she left again and this time, I made sure she'd never return.
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