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I dreamed myself dead
I found myself dreaming this morning
I saw I was lying on the ground
That pony car's horn never let me rest in peace
I was dead but was hearing all those sounds

I could see nobody but except somebody
They were crying watching my dead body
But my loved one was smiling that hurt me
I was dead again, inside that dead body

Was that any clue?
Is that so, some don't care about me
Cause there were no one except some
This give me a shock on my knee

As I saw these all,
I am still afraid, I don't want to die
I have many dreams to achieve
But I was already dead, now I could pass by

I want to work hard, as my dad asked
I want to change things, as my love said
I want to be something, as I said
But you know, I was dead

But, I could see myself lying on that ground
Where birds whispers made me screaming
The sun direct hits me to the eyes
And I woke up and found myself dreaming

I made a long breathe
Is that any clue, really nobody care
Maybe, hope they come in my funeral
Just laugh watching me, the ugliest mare

-Sagar Parajuli