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PLAINTIFF DIARY OF A MELANCHOLY
I'm sorry I've been drinking again
Even though i promised not to
I never meant to break the promise
But somethings can't be solved while sober
Or maybe I'm the one making excuses to drink
Still, I'm sorry for breaking the promise i made.

I'm sorry I've fallen into depression again
Making nought your effort last time
I know how you gave your all to heal me from it before
How you cried while praying all nights for me,
To myself I'm even a mystery, I'm sorry you can't understand me
Even now I've gotten a disease called 'depression '.

I'm sorry I've been misbehaving again
Anger is a servant i can't learn to control
I promised to always make you smile, always
Yet, i became the source of your tears everyday
It hurts to see you crying and in sadness
But it saddens me more i can't control myself.

I'm sorry I've been out again
Despite your Warning to always take you along
I thought today will be better than the others...