8:49 P.M.

Sent a message, hoping you're still there.
Widened eyes as I see you care.
Your messages worrisome,
but more worried about me.
It was the same day I met him..
Something you were worried to see.
You hoped I was in good hands,
That he cherished me the way you did.
But we both know what your truths are,
You loving me is something I now forbid.

9:05 P.M.

"You have someone to take care of you now.."
Yeah, now I do..
I wish we had you around,
It's lonesome without you.
Yes I'm in love but I told
you what my truths are.
I wanted to see you again,
Not the smoke of a cigar.
You come and go,
When will you stop the roam?
You told me how you wanted to see me smile so much, how much you missed the laugh you'd give me..
You were the only one who would..
Now he's the key.

9:20 P.M.

You want to be a writer..shit I do too.
You became the story to my author,
But unlike every other character,
You never grew.
We're both trapped in a cursed blessing,
Staying silent but begging the other to start confessing.
Your value is so much more than you know..
You only let yourself be worth
the amount of love you show.

9:30 P.M.

You tell me I shouldn't apologize,
but I always will.
To not overthink and say sorry,
We both know I don't have that skill.
"Thank you" but with a dishonest voice,
Before you tell me the truth,
that's when you start to avoid.
You tell me to find someone who loves me, please take your own advice.
If you keep walking this path of your life,
you will find your demise.

10:40 P.M.

I feel the end is near,
You tell me that you're sorry and thank me for caring and staying by your side.
I'm sorry I couldn't guide you correctly,
and give you the things I couldn't provide.
So many memories are now locked in the back of my mind,
I must continue my path and walk.
I'll try not to hate you
for how fast you clicked block..
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