#WritcoPoemPrompt54
I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish... the aching of my heart. I try to act like I'm going to be ok, and tell myself that it'll get easier to deal with day by day, but that's a promise to myself I know I may not be able to keep. How am I to be ok with such heartbreak and dismay, with the feeling of such emptiness in my soul that I may never be able to fully shake? The reality I'm forced to face, everyday, since the nightmare of all nights, haunts my soul, so deep to the core, I keep telling myself that it's not true, that's it's all just a lie? That this forsaken feeling, that I can't help but feel; that I must live the rest of my life, trying to accept that this is all so very real. To somehow convince myself that the once upon a time presence of you, forever by my side; has come to an end. That the last time I told you goodbye, would really be our last, forever and final goodbye....
© M.Rose