Trust
So much meaning behind the word
Yet you can't even fathom how much pain it caused me
Destroyed
Broken
Disappointed
Hurt
Nothing suprises me anymore
Not even your metaphoric knife you use to stab me in the back over and over again
Each drop of blood a symbol of my humanity gone
I don't want you in my life anymore
Even though your not intentionally hurting me
You remind me of why I can't be with anyone
Alone is what i know
It's my safe haven
I don't have to think of anyone but myself
I can't help but find myself thinking about you everyday
Begging my mind not to go there
Knowing that you would leave me like the rest
I can't help that i fell inlove with you
Even if I'm the last person on your mind
I know how this will end
I just avoid what's inevitable
Your losing interest and I'm losing another piece of my heart
I took a risk when i put my last bit of faith in your hands
I knew one day you would drop it
And let it wilt away into nothing
Leaving me empty
Reminding me why despise the word Trust
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