What Is My Place?
What is my place in life?
Seeing life go on, being stuck in a place.
Scattered thoughts, can't be arranged.
Trying to change the tide but forgetting that water can't be bent
What is my place in life?
Having a twisted, abnormal life and not being able to change it.
Trying to go ahead but running in circles.
Forcing doors that would never open, feeding on frustration every day.
What is my place in life?
Ageing but nothing to show for it.
Looking at a messed up tussled life, struggling golden agers but nothing coming out.
Trying to show strength without but shattered within.
Can hardly hold the tears back.
Is it faith or are we just blind to see there's no headway?
Or we can't force life?
What is my place in life?
Am I too weak to accept the truth or am I just not ready for it yet?
Is this life for me? If no, then what's my place even in death?
Body cremated in impecuniosity without any legacy left behind and a name spoken on lips... to what end?
Is this path for me? Is that what I really want?
Pretending to be what I'm not, the speed of those cheering me on clouding my vision...
in career, health, and finances; who am I?
What is my place in love?
Is it for me? cause for these few decades of life I never truly had.
A feeling... the most popular word unknown to me.
What...