"Must I write in tears so that I may be heard over words I wasn't able to say?
Must I be so lonely so that expressions of what I've been through can be understood by masses?
Must I be so unlucky that my tears wouldn't matter to anyone who doesn't see me as human?

Am I such a shame to be looked upon so that everybody that does chokes on their own vomit?
Am I so unlovable that nobody would actually imagine me being loved but the Beast being loved by Belle seems normal?
Am I so unapproachable that one hastens so as not to be in the same path as I?
Am I so intolerable that one has to take their own life in order to get away from me?
Am I so insufferable that one pretends to be asleep in order to avoid conversing with me?
Am I so annoying that my problems appear ti be disturbances to those I tell?
Am I so unworthy that it'd be better for me to disappear than be around to bother people?

Is it so bad to want to be loved?
Is it so bad to want to be listened to and not heard?
Is it so wrong to want to be included and be made to feel like you belong?

Why then, is it so nerve wracking to crave for something that exists but doesn't in my world?
Why then is it so heartbreaking to want to take a life I want to live in order to release people from the burden that is me?
Why so many questions?" The Letter was sealed and since the recipient was the Creator, she sat there debating whether to send it herself or leave the questions unanswered.


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