In the depths of despair, I've fallen deep
A broken soul, lost in the world,I weep
At 21, still at my parents humble abode,
I search for answers, in these walls I behold.

The future aludes me, a distant,hazy dream;
I feel adrift,no direction, it seems.
Faces I once knew, now unfamiliar and strange,
I'm adrift in a sea of emotions, unable to change.

Depression engulfs me with its cold, haunting grip,
Days blend together in a endless, monotonous ship.
Each day brings a new tension, gnawing at my mind,
Lost and Confused, Searching solace,I find.

Can someone guide me, tell me what must I do?
Motivation escapes me, I'm struck in this rue.
Weight gain from lethargy,my days are spend in Haze;
Eating and Sleeping, all days are the same.

Social Interaction, a burden too hard to bear,
I retreat to the confines of my room and stay there.
Worries consume me, future plans out of sight;
Yet the starting point is a mystery, hidden in the night.

Unable to grasp my pen, study or work with might;
Job prospects weigh heavy, the source of my fright.

In solitude,no friends or family to console,
Alone with my troubles,takes toll on my soul.
Longing to escape,run far away from this place,
But without a purpose, I'm confined in this empty space.

Can Someone save me, tell me what I must do?
To overcome this darkness, to find myself anew.
I yearn for guidance, a light to show the way,
To find the strength within, to face a brand new day.

© Enigma