I'm alone all alone
so lonely in being all by self myself
I don't get it everyone hates me...I just want
friends and too be accepted by everyone and everything by all means necessary I tried to so hard to act different so I could just fit in...
they say that you should be yourself, but
how can you be yourself when no one will accept you? For you as yourself; you can't fit in or anything...so what are you supposed to do when all is lost...I guess being lonely and alone is the answer to having no meaningful connections. It feels so pointless to the point it's hopeless and there's no God damn faith left in the world...what is the point in trying my best when I can't even be recognized by being me for me... and trying to be myself. I can't even feel like myself when I'm an outcast... and I don't fit in anywhere in the clicks of clusterless...clans of the many few I'm only left to suffer in the world of silence of being isolated from the earth like I didn't exist on the planet in the first place. Don't say I didn't try my best; to try to make new friends when it's so hard to fit in. Nothing to look forward too... there's no point if I can't hangout with my so called friends, because they fake as fuck. I have no luck with friends till the end... maybe I should end my life as an stranger stranded in the darkest realms of the world, because there is no place for someone like me for someone like you...I chose to die a happy ending which is a must not for I will die alone in and at the end of it all; even if you catch me before I fall. in my internal sleep...I know you may weep of tears of sorrowful woahs...then ask yourself no it can't be true. I thought I was true friend to you,but not anymore it's whatever I don't care. I tried my best to be the best I can...