It finally hit me,
Consequences so fair.
I've tried to ignore
This shame that i wear.

Complacent in life.
Fucked me up in the end.
Stacked my own cards against me,
In a way I couldn't contend.

How can i bring it all back?
Impossible in a way.
Not what you think, but believe,
My old mentality in decay.

To work this hard for a passion,
Is worth more than a salary.
Keep the past in the past,
Don't...