On my birthday
It will also be
Our 7th month anniversary
Of nothing shared

I really miss you tonight
I can’t help but believe
That your bio is a message for me
And that you too are missing me

There is no star
No moon visible
In the sky
Tonight

You still touch my heart
But you don’t affect my mind
I truly think you’re no good for me
But then my heart reminds me…

Of the innocence in our confessions
Of the trust we had in each other
Of the hope in our wishes
Of the so-called love we felt

“One of us is meant to stumble
But the dark will cast on both of us”
I could spend hours contemplating
Questionning myself about your lines

If you stumble, I hope you’ll be okay
I don’t wish anything bad for you
Only an improvement
If it is possible

Will you text me happy birthday?
Should I block you to make sure
That I will avoid my lack of self control
And the obvious fall into our bad habits?

Should I accept seeing you?
Do you really want me to?
Do I really want to?
I do not know

7 months without you
I miss you
Only a little
Only sometimes


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