My life isn't mine,
What I feel is nothing compared,
To what he felt
I laugh and live in the moment.

Rejecting the fact that
My laughter was due to
What he went through
What he felt,
How he endured all for my sake,
I have been over shadowed
Not because of how I live
But because of how I please my flesh.

How i mask my face,
How I worship my desires
Without any second thought
I hear a voice reaching out for me.
The mask turns heavy
I listen closely to the voice
For once adhere.

The more closer I get
The more light I feel,
I thought to myself let it lead me.
I walked in its path,
I follow every step with no footprints traced,
I turned to see those things holding me back,
Looking me straight in the eye

With sympathy and thirst.
I tried resisting but I guess
Trying once more is no offense,
I lost track of thoughts
I slowly walk towards it
Avoiding all gaze.

Head high like a queen ...