Delusional in my head,
Illusions weaving this thread.
Retribution is what I crave,
But for this, I have to be brave.

I'm trying to find a way out of this hell that I've created,
I've become a soldier of some form, so I should be elated,
but truth be told, I just feel like a dog who has been crated.

I feel myself becoming stronger then what I used to be,
Or maybe it's just my perception of the weakling who got picked on, the one who got beat up, the one who felt pissed on.

I'm sick of eating this filthy dirt,
I'm sick of...