I find it creepy when my best friend starting to like me.
It's not that I don't like him but the fact that we were building a new level of relationship is a solemn.
The fear is always there.
The what if's are also advances.
The trust may be stronger than before but when it's broken then, something's changeover.

I got to admit, I'm afraid to commit.
Because I know, the disappointment will always show.
And I don't know what to feel cause I don't even know how to reconcile.
Call me coward, but it makes me felt awkward.
I believe, everyone has their own fears but mine is in deep aversion.
I'm not bold with my feelings yet, I'm more withhold.
© Unatnat03