I would wake up and draft a poem for you...cause I loved you. I didn't care if you read it with the magnitude of love that i wrote it with. I just wanted you to see my work..I wanted you to feel my love even if you never felt each word in my poems.. I just wanted you to see my work...But when you left i felt lost, lost in my own word world. No words put together to make a sentence made sense anymore. Every word in my word world felt dead..no word could speak anymore. Babe..........(I still dont know what I should write about how your death affected me).......its a month to your birthday I had plans....i had plans... but i keep asking did you yhink of me this much???? atleast i could get to celebrate a birthday with my boyfriend for the first time.
...you remember.....the Nike airforce shoe cake that i had promised to buy you? its still on my mind..
l wish i could have bought it even before....I have learnt to live at the moment because you dont know when it's the last time to be have your words speak.....I miss you Gift..today i got to say it babe I wish you never left.....I miss you my love 💛
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