longing and desire for what was years past
the knowing of not knowing
the clinging to my past

clinging onto memories
fading quickly from mind
your face in my mind is becoming harder to find

the want the need
need for clarity and truth
how can i possibly let go of the best years of my youth

trying to detach at the same hold on
not knowing which way to turn

turning off my feelings and moving foward
desperatly seeking closure